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WINDS OF CHANGE
© November 10, 2001 by Chapel
The events of September 11, 2001 changed things in America. That tragedy
altered my view of this country and my place in it. WINDS OF CHANGE was
begun months before that awful day, and finished in August, 2001; I thought.
The experiences of that week resulted in a transformation of my perceptions
and work.
I was scheduled to fly to Phoenix
on September 12 to deliver a lecture on Serendipity at the
Society of Animal Artists annual exhibit. Though initially inclined to
cancel, I was finally persuaded to make the trip by car. It was during
that 11 hour drive through the shifting static of NPR stations from San
Francisco, down the deserted Central Valley, then East into the Arizona
night, that I began to realize things were different now. The skies were
silent, empty. Virtually no one was on the road but semi rigs. The whole
country was stunned. My wife (a psychologist specializing in trauma) was
on duty at San Francisco General Hospital, unable to leave in case that
city was targeted. Newscasters speculated on the possibility that 40,000
might be dead. Monday I was panicked at the prospect of delivering a speech
Thursday; on Wednesday, tomorrows lecture was the least of my worries.
The Society of Animal Artists
is an international organization of peer selected artists. Many were prevented
from attending, most who attended had arrived before the attack. As it
turned out we were going to synchronize our work with our world. As artists
immortalizing wildlife, we share a concern about environmental issues
of all kinds, and thus are sometimes in conflict with our own and other
governments policies. Suddenly our entire environment, including
natural, familial, legal, and national, was threatened. We came together,
as did Americans everywhere, and found more in common than not. We stepped
out of our personas and started the SAA Art Education Fund for local elementary
school children. For the first time in my life, as the country began to
unify, I felt as if I was an American; as if I belonged here.
It would now be impossible
not to change the direction of my own work to reflect this new awareness.
The eagle flying alone over an abstract country would cross into a new
dimension. Bare, hard bones of steel became wrapped and merged with the
Stars and Stripes. The wind itself changed direction and streamed that
flag out in support of our living national symbol. The empty space below
has been transformed into golden fields of grains and fruit, from sea
to shining sea, where salmon fight against the current, their offspring
rush madly downstream. There are hidden things, still buried. There
are visions, hidden among the clouds, and under the veils of high ideals.
Some things are smooth, polished, and finished; some are rough, as yet
unformed. There are dangers in hidden nets, moldering waste dumps; but
most of all a cantilevered balance must be achieved and held, lest all
civilization perish.
Two months ago these thoughts
would have seemed pretentious? theatrical? grandiose?, but not now.
Not to me.
We have all peered over the
edge, into the abyss. |
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